I completely agree! I love how he differentiated between sex, which you do with two willing parties and rape, and he wants sex.
I definitely laughed when he was going on about how bad it was and how it was like fucking a log.
pleaseee i felt sorry for both of them undergoing the sex log moment lmao but it was very needed for the whole narrative i think? mokyeon got the thrill of watching nanjo’s pain as a dom but i’m glad he is aware of nanjo’s lack of pleasure too (as a true dom should be!), the way nanjoo doesn’t immediately give in and enjoy it also adds a lot to the drama itself
i want to see him lose his composure and question his morals sooo bad (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Aww man we gotta wait another week!!!
And thank you for using that word. Endu ring. I couldn't find the word in my head. I kept saying he's actively resisting while insisting he can.
i think mentally he really thought he could make it, if you think logically it is a simple act? since he agreed to it, as a Man with capital m, of course he wouldn’t go back on his word but from his limp d*ck to the way he has bitten his lip so hard it bled, this man couldn’t physically take it?!!!!
so i’m glad mokyeon called him out on this? like no this is not okay no matter how much you push it
i’m looking forward to the time he will actually engage in it, not feeling ashamed for taking pleasure in laying with a man (︶︿︶)
i love how they are addressing so many overwatched yaoi cliches!
like how namjoo feels so disgusted during his first blowjob he had to throw up instead of being a master at it right away and how he isn’t responsive at all during sex and keep refusing both caresses and penetration itself being at receiving end, because it really is uncomfortable and it’s hurting his pride above it all… i like how mokyeon is addressing it as r*pe because even though namjoo agreed to it, him feeling nothing but pain and just enduring with no pleasure evokes a discussion that goes beyond just agreement and acceptance
it’s been a while since i was last invested in a yaoi like i am rn
that being said i’m expecting lots of steamy sex next chapter see you all next monday lmao