Tbf idk what's batshit in your list but
Kawaikunai Aniki o Aegasu Houhou (Yaoi)
Is close enough ig??
Can also read sadistic beauty bl side story( that is for sure good one)
Love jinx
Hosik's story
Painter of the night
The beast must die
Waterside night
A room without windows
The heart of the lotus
Into the thrill(it gets really really good later u might consider marinating this)
A tree without roots
If you havent read https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_tree_without_roots/
guys, i need smth to read with batshit crazy ml +also has good/decent art style. TYSM