I've realized after re reading it, that yes I do feel very irritated by Saki's insecure behaviour but I can't hate him for it. It's only normal that he developed that kind of pattern of thinking after literally being left on his own by his parents. Yes grandma was there, but not his parents.Yes very noble of them to help all the other children in need, yet they left their own as if he was dead. I believe it's a parents first and foremost responsibility to care for their own child before helping anyone else. You really can't have it all in life, his parents clearly chose their calling over their child. Thus Hananoi has abandonment issues, he needs THERAPY and a long long talk with both his parents. I don't think they necessarily need to break up for Saki to heal, on the contrary I believe he really needs Hotaru to be there. But for Hotaru, by being in that relationship she's having to carry a lot. Even if she carries all that weight willingly and knowingly, they need a very effective communication to get through this hurdle. Otherwise they'll have to part ways because Saki already feels like a burden to his Gf, he hates it but he knows it. And Hotaru is hanging on but it can't last that way forever, it's too much to bear.
Really need the upcoming chapters to see how everything goes
I've realized after re reading it, that yes I do feel very irritated by Saki's insecure behaviour but I can't hate him for it. It's only normal that he developed that kind of pattern of thinking after literally being left on his own by his parents. Yes grandma was there, but not his parents.Yes very noble of them to help all the other children in need, yet they left their own as if he was dead. I believe it's a parents first and foremost responsibility to care for their own child before helping anyone else. You really can't have it all in life, his parents clearly chose their calling over their child. Thus Hananoi has abandonment issues, he needs THERAPY and a long long talk with both his parents. I don't think they necessarily need to break up for Saki to heal, on the contrary I believe he really needs Hotaru to be there. But for Hotaru, by being in that relationship she's having to carry a lot. Even if she carries all that weight willingly and knowingly, they need a very effective communication to get through this hurdle. Otherwise they'll have to part ways because Saki already feels like a burden to his Gf, he hates it but he knows it. And Hotaru is hanging on but it can't last that way forever, it's too much to bear.
Really need the upcoming chapters to see how everything goes