Bro the only thing he's trying is to get with sooyoung. If you mean trying to fix himself or create a real relationship with him idk where youre getting that. Even after all this time he's still wondering "what did i do wrong and why was he so mad" but threatening two of his only friends to stay away from him, injuring one of them and a whole lot of other fucked up shit.
And he's thinks SOOYOUNGS the one who should feel guilty for "abandoning"him while not reflecting on himself. He said the one thing he won't do is physical violence but that's barest of miniums I mean we know how bad he can be without violence, he tried to flunk him out so he'd be forced to rely on him. PLEASE where is the trying hard
In my mind he's trying very hard
Seme is crazy but he's trying so hard it makes me feel so bad he doesn't want to hurt the uke but his trauma forged him to do so I'm crying