Hate it. But still gonna read it.

Frosche79 March 21, 2025 1:02 pm

Definitely dark. Definitely bad (in a wicked type of way). And most definitely not for the faint hearted. I skipped chapters a lot because I grew tired of the rape and smut scenes. I never really got along with this kind of genre anyway. I like to balance the story and the smex scenes not to have one of them overpowering the other.

Can't believe I actually liked Mephisto at first. Though I've been warned by a lot of spoilers in social media that he's a red/black flag, he was the only familiar face for me so I actually rooted for him. SO TYPICAL for a mad scientist to say that he'd rather chop the Uke up and turn his lower half into a breeding mule in the lab, still breathing but without his consciousness. Like a freaking experiment, than to go through the lengths to make the Uke comfortable and inconvenience them. I hate him now and that's just disgusting.

Also, I really have no idea what to expect in this story. And I meant that in a bad way. Usually I'd hope the MC would just leave or run away, or kill themselves to get out of the situation, but this one just bothers me. He don't want to breed or spend any time with his "harem", and he also doesn't want to die yet when he's certain he's been abandoned by his first love (don't let this terminology fool you, this story is not all about unicorns and rainbows).
Edit: First love's actually dead and did not abandon the MC.

If you ask me, I'd rather just die than be humiliated like that. He can't die from old age too because they got a long lifespan, so I really can't tell what the MC is thinking about here, which is annoying because their thoughts and intentions are usually readable for the readers.

Anyway, I don't like the story. It sucks but that's just its genre. It don't match well with me so I hate it. I'm still gonna read it though. I just LOVE to hurt myself. And mostly it's because I started the story, I sure as hell am finishing it.

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