Guys, (in my opinion) this is a really dark thriller not a romance

Did the glasses guy really died?

Yup. As of the 30 chapters I read of the novel. It gets really insane too boot. Shin ends up pimping Ryujin out to a group of 5 people and even joins in. You find out pretty early on that Ryujin can't get hard either. He's never had actual sex and has only been assaulted/raped his whole life. Shin also continues to beat him throughout the entire story bc he gets off on it. Pretty much every chapter Ryujin gets assaulted.

How the fuck did they end up together lovey dovey (someone told me)?? Ryujin has been brainwashed is my only explanation.

I just can’t grasp how the ML ends up with him and claims to love him after doing the gang rape, and being turned on by it?? wtf. Is he going to continue doing that even after getting together?

Thanks for letting me know its not worth it to finish reading the novel. My guess is the author likes Stalkholm Syndrome or has a kink for rape/noncon. Bc the rape is definitely romanticized in this. I just wanted Ryujin to get revenge and kill all his rapists. Not get together with the man villain.

Yikes! And yes exactly, the endgame is trash.

It really is if he gets with Shin Haebeom. I was so ready for a revenge thriller too.

Also, if they get together then yes Shin Haebeom will continue to harm and rape Ryujin. He gets off on inflicting pain and making Ryujin cry. I'm pretty sure he won't stop thinking about beating, scarring, cutting off Ryujins limbs, raping him just bc he is in "love". Mainly bc Shin Haebeom is actually an extreme SadoMasocist.

I mean is he going to pass MC to others/gNg rape because he didn’t seem jealous when watching MC get raped? Is it because he truly enjoyed it or because he knew MC’s body didn’t enjoy the rape? (Not that he should)
But yes, I bet Shin would still rape MC himself. Disgusting bastard, someone cut his pp off!

He definitely got off on seeing Ryujin gngraped. Haebeom thinks it's funny that Ryujin can't get hard but he also gets upset that he can't make Ryujin come. That's also why he let Ryujin get drugged. He set it up and repeatedly said that Ryujin will get used to it like everyone else. I'm guessing that Haebeom has done this to other people. He's a pimp lol

I think he just enjoys seeing Ryujin suffer and cry so anything that accomplishes that gets Haebeom off. Doesn't necessarily have to be gngrape. I can't imagine what he does to Ryujin past the chapters I read.

Did the drug make MC’s body react forcibly since he couldn’t get hard? That is horrible either ways. Rapist pimp indeed!

I can’t understand how in the world they got together if he enjoyed seeing MC gang raped.

Is that his kink or what? So I was wondering if it’s his kink, will he continue to have other guys rape MC even after getting together romantically?

He does react, I can't remember if he cums but Ryujin gets half hard and then Haebeom starts jacking him until the old man comes towards the bed and starts sucking him off. It was really disturbing and I kind of skipped the rest bc I didn't want to read the rest of thaf scene

And Idk if he will in the future but I wouldn't be surprised if he continues to pimped Ryujin out

Oh god ew, does the old man just suck him off or finishes off with the sucking. Please let that be the last time of rape.

This is exactly why I cannot believe that ML loves MC. It is NOT LOVE.

Ew the thought of it disgusts me. It would be something else I guess if Ryu had consented from beginning to be a sex worker, not a victim!!! Gross people around him. Poor dude.

I can only hope for an alternative world where he gets a better man, or same world but new man