Guys, (in my opinion) this is a really dark thriller not a romance

Sky March 21, 2025 1:57 am

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Y'all this is not for the faint of heart. I'm pretty sure I'm going to drop it after starting the novel. It's really dark. Filled with rape and torture. Shin Haebeom is actually insane. He thinks about cutting off Ryujin's legs and arms, even burns him with a cigarette on his forehead to mark him and gets hard bc of inflicting pain on him. I'm not sure what the author is thinking with this one but I don't see a happy ending happening. Maybe stalkholm syndrome or a revenge ending

Responses
    Nana hachiko March 21, 2025 10:35 am

    Did the glasses guy really died?

    Sky March 21, 2025 3:18 pm
    Did the glasses guy really died? Nana hachiko

    Yup. As of the 30 chapters I read of the novel. It gets really insane too boot. Shin ends up pimping Ryujin out to a group of 5 people and even joins in. You find out pretty early on that Ryujin can't get hard either. He's never had actual sex and has only been assaulted/raped his whole life. Shin also continues to beat him throughout the entire story bc he gets off on it. Pretty much every chapter Ryujin gets assaulted.

    UUta0 March 21, 2025 3:47 pm
    Yup. As of the 30 chapters I read of the novel. It gets really insane too boot. Shin ends up pimping Ryujin out to a group of 5 people and even joins in. You find out pretty early on that Ryujin can't get hard ... Sky

    How the fuck did they end up together lovey dovey (someone told me)?? Ryujin has been brainwashed is my only explanation.

    UUta0 March 21, 2025 3:48 pm
    Yup. As of the 30 chapters I read of the novel. It gets really insane too boot. Shin ends up pimping Ryujin out to a group of 5 people and even joins in. You find out pretty early on that Ryujin can't get hard ... Sky

    I just can’t grasp how the ML ends up with him and claims to love him after doing the gang rape, and being turned on by it?? wtf. Is he going to continue doing that even after getting together?

    Sky March 21, 2025 9:43 pm
    How the fuck did they end up together lovey dovey (someone told me)?? Ryujin has been brainwashed is my only explanation. UUta0

    Thanks for letting me know its not worth it to finish reading the novel. My guess is the author likes Stalkholm Syndrome or has a kink for rape/noncon. Bc the rape is definitely romanticized in this. I just wanted Ryujin to get revenge and kill all his rapists. Not get together with the man villain.

    UUta0 March 21, 2025 9:53 pm
    Thanks for letting me know its not worth it to finish reading the novel. My guess is the author likes Stalkholm Syndrome or has a kink for rape/noncon. Bc the rape is definitely romanticized in this. I just wan... Sky

    Yikes! And yes exactly, the endgame is trash.

    Sky March 21, 2025 9:56 pm
    Yikes! And yes exactly, the endgame is trash. UUta0

    It really is if he gets with Shin Haebeom. I was so ready for a revenge thriller too.

    Sky March 21, 2025 10:02 pm
    I just can’t grasp how the ML ends up with him and claims to love him after doing the gang rape, and being turned on by it?? wtf. Is he going to continue doing that even after getting together? UUta0

    Also, if they get together then yes Shin Haebeom will continue to harm and rape Ryujin. He gets off on inflicting pain and making Ryujin cry. I'm pretty sure he won't stop thinking about beating, scarring, cutting off Ryujins limbs, raping him just bc he is in "love". Mainly bc Shin Haebeom is actually an extreme SadoMasocist.

    UUta0 March 21, 2025 11:18 pm
    Also, if they get together then yes Shin Haebeom will continue to harm and rape Ryujin. He gets off on inflicting pain and making Ryujin cry. I'm pretty sure he won't stop thinking about beating, scarring, cutt... Sky

    I mean is he going to pass MC to others/gNg rape because he didn’t seem jealous when watching MC get raped? Is it because he truly enjoyed it or because he knew MC’s body didn’t enjoy the rape? (Not that he should)
    But yes, I bet Shin would still rape MC himself. Disgusting bastard, someone cut his pp off!