I guess forgetting everything about this story was a blessing because I got to reread it like the first time again and OMFG MY HEARTUE it hurt so good. It hurt for my baby Kang Jun and it hurt for that conniving little fox Yoonseul too, even tho I thought he deserved it.
Anyway, Idk how I forgot about the details in this story, it ended up so cute. The beginning was iffy cuz Ys was such a narcissistic prick but he has his own character development. Like damn fcking right you better bawl your eyes out for a third chance, then treat Kj like your King mf based on how you hurt him with your inconsiderate ass. Kj is just so baby, so innocent. He got hurt twice by the same prick and still gave him a third chance. So baby, he deserves the world. Ys became a slave for Kj's attention so it worked out (▰˘◡˘▰)
Other thoughts.
I like how they're the same body type. Both are tall and muscular. Kj can easily carry Ys, and vice versa, so that's nice.
I like how Ys is the cat in the relationship. He's such a monopolizer. He's not red flag by any means, just knows how to work his charm. He gets jealous easily and wants Kj all to himself but he doesn't isolate Kj and Kj gets to have a life outside of their relationship.
Ys ended up being Kj's first boyfriend ever. I thought that was a lil cliche. Kj was rejected back in high school but never had any other crush ever since. On one hand he's loyal, on the other, that's kinda sad. Imagine Ys never had a guilty conscience and came back into Kj's life, imagine Kj just.....closed off forever for a prick who doesn't care about him. Baby, you should have spread your wings, explored your options (づ￣ ³￣)づ
This story is mainly in the top's pov, which I think is kinda rare? Usually it's the button's pov. Throughout this story we get to know Kj through Ys's pov, and he adores Kj so much it's insane. Get this guy to the mental hospital he is madly in love.
Side note. Yes, I call Yoonseul narcissistic prick, simply because his actions hurt Kang Jun and Kj is so baby, so I'm just pissed. BUT realistically, Ys's actions were valid. He was unsure about his feelings, he didn't know if he could or could not be intimate with Kj, which is why he rejected Kj a second time. I don't think anyone should agree to a relationship just for curiosity sake. "I'll have to try it to see if I can" like just don't. That's such a bad move. I feel like it would have hurt even more to pretend he was okay with it, then couldn't go through with it due to having not fully processed his feelings yet. He only went after Kj after he properly processed his feelings and confirmed them, which was good.
Overall, great read. I dont think I'll forget it a second time around but I wouldn't mind forgetting so I can reread like a first time again (〜￣▽￣)〜
I guess forgetting everything about this story was a blessing because I got to reread it like the first time again and OMFG MY HEARTUE it hurt so good. It hurt for my baby Kang Jun and it hurt for that conniving little fox Yoonseul too, even tho I thought he deserved it.
Anyway, Idk how I forgot about the details in this story, it ended up so cute. The beginning was iffy cuz Ys was such a narcissistic prick but he has his own character development. Like damn fcking right you better bawl your eyes out for a third chance, then treat Kj like your King mf based on how you hurt him with your inconsiderate ass. Kj is just so baby, so innocent. He got hurt twice by the same prick and still gave him a third chance. So baby, he deserves the world. Ys became a slave for Kj's attention so it worked out (▰˘◡˘▰)
Other thoughts.
I like how they're the same body type. Both are tall and muscular. Kj can easily carry Ys, and vice versa, so that's nice.
I like how Ys is the cat in the relationship. He's such a monopolizer. He's not red flag by any means, just knows how to work his charm. He gets jealous easily and wants Kj all to himself but he doesn't isolate Kj and Kj gets to have a life outside of their relationship.
Ys ended up being Kj's first boyfriend ever. I thought that was a lil cliche. Kj was rejected back in high school but never had any other crush ever since. On one hand he's loyal, on the other, that's kinda sad. Imagine Ys never had a guilty conscience and came back into Kj's life, imagine Kj just.....closed off forever for a prick who doesn't care about him. Baby, you should have spread your wings, explored your options (づ￣ ³￣)づ
This story is mainly in the top's pov, which I think is kinda rare? Usually it's the button's pov. Throughout this story we get to know Kj through Ys's pov, and he adores Kj so much it's insane. Get this guy to the mental hospital he is madly in love.
Side note. Yes, I call Yoonseul narcissistic prick, simply because his actions hurt Kang Jun and Kj is so baby, so I'm just pissed. BUT realistically, Ys's actions were valid. He was unsure about his feelings, he didn't know if he could or could not be intimate with Kj, which is why he rejected Kj a second time. I don't think anyone should agree to a relationship just for curiosity sake. "I'll have to try it to see if I can" like just don't. That's such a bad move. I feel like it would have hurt even more to pretend he was okay with it, then couldn't go through with it due to having not fully processed his feelings yet. He only went after Kj after he properly processed his feelings and confirmed them, which was good.
Overall, great read. I dont think I'll forget it a second time around but I wouldn't mind forgetting so I can reread like a first time again (〜￣▽￣)〜