
Like that those scenes make me highly uncomfortable. Whenever there is like romantic or sexual tension (at least what I believe to be) it feels so weird and just off. I think I just can’t comprehend those being real things people experience. It kinda feels like reading a cringy erotic novel but less cringe and more the feeling of it as cringe if that makes sense.

Hmmm its hard to say but usually whatever doesn’t fall into the stereotype along the lines of a woman in a tight spot falling (usually extremely sexually at first) for a man that is a great cause of the distress but then there is no growth between their relationship in a nonsexual way. Like very superficial.

I prefer yaoi mostly because it doesn’t include a relationship with a woman in it. This is because i (as a woman both physically and mentally but maybe some dysphoria ) don’t want to see anyone that I could accidentally identify with in a relationship. Mostly because a lot of stories tend to focus on cliches that make a woman lesser for just being a woman. Its not that I won’t its just that I don’t prefer it. With yuri, that focuses too much on romance for me while also usually just not being in a genre I like.
As an aroace so many scenes here made me want to crawl out of my skin. The plot seems interesting tho. Its just a me problem. You wouldn’t think im an aroace that reads smut LMAO