I mean, Ilay was described as monster or weapon in human form that doesn't know human emotions (until Taeui happened). To put it simply, he's a psychopath, like the one you see on thriller movies, thus why standard morality can't be applied to analyze his character. If it's not up your alley or that it could possibly trigger you, please don't force yourself to read through it, after all you're responsible for your own mental well being, and I mean this very seriously since this story is not for everyone
Nah, Xinlu is same bad tbh.
ur right but the arts are so pretty so I’m just gonna suffer in silence
i feel the same way about him unfortunately
Btw, tbh for me, their happy endgame is far far away. Even after the 2nd book. So maybe at the 3rd or 4th book lmao. Honestly sometimes I still wondering about their relationship. Tay is too much of a bigger person and bigger heart. Sometimes I felt like he just put up with Ilay's.
He clearly do ! He fears for his life he has no choice But yeah it’ll definitely be a slow burn, we are far from the “I love you” moment…
It’s going to be tooooo long but I think it’ll be very interesting to see their characters development, especially Ilay
Stay strong lmao, even the happy ending won't be typical tho since there will be sequel so like their relationship is still kinda vague
It really is long long long. Even after all those books. Tbh they don't really even confessed to each other, I think? Like you, know, a truly moment where they say ily ilyt lol.
He does.
It’s trauma bond for sure
only on the sequel?? Omg how much longer do we have to wait
They don’t say it??? Well they better SHOW IT bc I’m not waiting idk how long for nothing!!
They will they will. But not in the sense of a confession.
I’m late asf and forgot most of the story so I have to re read it BUT these characters stress me out so much y’all
Ilay is sooo toxic! There isn’t even a reason bc he grew up with a nice family, he’s just a genuine as*hole (and the purple raisin is just too much ).
I was kind of rooting for Xinlu and on board with the cute top x bigger bottom, but didn’t he like Taeui only bc of his luck?
And Taeui, my baby, u should have leave sooner and without taunting the psycho… ur just gonna suffer now (how are they even gonna be a happy endgame omg )