I have too little information about your situation to give any advice. Heck, even I am facing similar problem.
Watch all the yaoi anime and boom!!!!!!!!!
All youre worries might dissappaer..
Watch this :P
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=msSc7Mv0QHY
Dude you can do it.
If you want anyone to disappear then make yourself like you are the only one in your place Do something that you really want to do or do the things that you are the only one knows or do the rare things (like reading yaoi )
Relax yourself , time heals for anyone, problems have solutions and life is all about living
I hope this friggin nonsense words from mine can help you afterall I have already felt that way and that's the reason why I am here in this site haha
Is there a way in which I can run away from everything? I really want everything to disappear cuz I don't plan to die yet and it's so stupid to commit suicide(though I'll never consider).
Any opinion or advise to calm me right now is welcome. v_v