The story...also y'all hating the MC has me rolling my eyes

kmizuno March 15, 2025 3:45 pm

I think a lot of the readers and spoilers are missing a key point of the story. Before you pass judgment on how much you hate the MC or think he's a jerk for no reason you have to understand his character.

Well...imo from reading the novel, the story really is about Soohan learning how to love and let himself be loved. He didn't grow up experiencing love or accepting that his parents loved him. So with that in the way, it's easy for him to dismiss anyone's affection for just them wanting to serve themselves.
For example: ML's parents just helped him and his dad to save face, they gave him scholarship to promote their company, his own father just tries to be good to make himself feel better about being a thug, etc.

In many ways, Soohan is selfish and bitter who was hardened by a rough childhood under his absent father and abusive grandma. He had it so good under Yeonsoo's family but he's already put up a wall around his heart so he fails to recognize the good things. He had a father who is trying to make amends, a young puppy ML that loves him unconditionally, future in-laws that recognize his potential but his bitterness is stopping him from acknowledging all that. That's why I think the story is about Soohan learning to love and be loved.

He has a victim mindset that just grates my gears sometimes too. But that's just how he is. He's scared, he's insecure about his life, he has no real life purpose but to be successful and give the world a middle finger.

But I don't think I'd be any better if I were the MC.

Also, he has a real legit reason why he's cold to the ML before his amnesia.

Responses
    kmizuno March 15, 2025 2:50 pm

    Also feel free to ask spoiler questions here. But make it specific. Lol. If you just ask me to give you the whole story, you'll have to read the whole novel for that. Lmao

    Fujoshiexo March 18, 2025 3:07 pm

    Can you please give spoilers as to why he hated/gave the cold shoulders to ml pre amnesia?? Please I’m dying to know why

    kmizuno March 18, 2025 9:37 pm
    Can you please give spoilers as to why he hated/gave the cold shoulders to ml pre amnesia?? Please I’m dying to know why Fujoshiexo

    He thought that Yeonsoo tried to molest him in his sleep during his heat (he had a sleeping mask on). This happened when he was studying in Europe and briefly went home for a family gathering to send Yeonsoo off to the US.

    lolo0qzfan March 18, 2025 11:19 pm
    He thought that Yeonsoo tried to molest him in his sleep during his heat (he had a sleeping mask on). This happened when he was studying in Europe and briefly went home for a family gathering to send Yeonsoo of... kmizuno

    How long till his memories come back and will he remember what happened during his amnesia

    kmizuno March 19, 2025 3:25 am
    How long till his memories come back and will he remember what happened during his amnesia lolo0qzfan

    His memories will come back around the middle of his pregnancy and he will forget about what happened during his amnesia.

    But it's so sweet nonetheless because amnesia!Soohan kept on telling Yeonsoo "trust me"/"trust my love for you" that when his amnesia was cured...he held on knowing that. And man...it made me love the post amnesia arc even more tbh

    lolo0qzfan March 19, 2025 3:34 am
    His memories will come back around the middle of his pregnancy and he will forget about what happened during his amnesia. But it's so sweet nonetheless because amnesia!Soohan kept on telling Yeonsoo "trust me"/... kmizuno

    Damn that seems sad is almost like saying bye to relative that you may not see again but hey are like trust me I be back