I love this story and anxiously wait for the updates to come every week, but everytime I discover something sad about their past I can feel myself losing *********years********* of my life.
Seriously, I feel like screaming. Seong-Ha is such a sweet man and he deserves so much better than what he received his whole life. I'm glad Jeonsu can be a sparkle of happiness and safety for him, as he obviously had a hard time growing up with only his mother (and a younger sibling if I'm not mistaken), but they probably overcame those difficulties together in an at least - if not healthy - normal way, since his trauma doesn't seem to make him want to choke in his own vomit like it does to his soon-to-be-husband. Jeonsu propably had all the support the could possibly need to deal with all that shit, as he should have, and it maked me so sad Seong-Ha couldn't have the same even though he technically has living family still.
Also, Jeonsu obviously suffered a LOT making himself vulnerable to those he liked, he was so,sO,SO brave for doing it, and the idea of doing it again still makes him insecure but he does it anyway with Seong-Ha. He makes it so obvious to literally everyone who interacts with him that he doesn’t want to lose Seong-Ha and truly values him, and SH really needs this in his life. He often thinks so himself.
But seriously, when I think this man's life can't get sadder and the reader will have 5 minutes of peace enjoying their development as a couple and simply as people, IT FUCKING DOES!!!!! Seong-Ha's "father" is the kind of person/character who makes me give up on my common decency and plead the universe to cause an accident that will take the fucker's life. I just hate that fucking son of a bitch so much that I want him to have an incredibly fucking humiliating era in his life before simply dropping dead. Just punished is not enough, that trash has to >>>>>go<<<<<. When it's revealed through Seong-Ha's memories that the president was also abused by his father I couldn’t feel an ouce of empathy for him. "The abused becomes the abuser" my. ass. My mind was like "I'm supossed to feel sorry for that bitch? I DON'T!"
anyways, I just want the president to fucking choke in his own vomit and die & for my lovies to be happy. And Seong-Ha needs a reenforcement in the "i need therapy" mentality so he can be even more of a King than he already is.
Also, I hope that everyone who's like that fucking old man in the recent chapters, who sexualy assaulted Seong-Ha, has the worst possible destiny the sick mind of a psycopathic being can think of :)
Anyway, loving this story <3 may the author spare it from the "It's awsemone, but let's add 1000 toxines" movement. It does not deserve it.
(English is not my 1st language, sorry for the mistakes!).
I love this story and anxiously wait for the updates to come every week, but everytime I discover something sad about their past I can feel myself losing *********years********* of my life.
Seriously, I feel like screaming. Seong-Ha is such a sweet man and he deserves so much better than what he received his whole life. I'm glad Jeonsu can be a sparkle of happiness and safety for him, as he obviously had a hard time growing up with only his mother (and a younger sibling if I'm not mistaken), but they probably overcame those difficulties together in an at least - if not healthy - normal way, since his trauma doesn't seem to make him want to choke in his own vomit like it does to his soon-to-be-husband. Jeonsu propably had all the support the could possibly need to deal with all that shit, as he should have, and it maked me so sad Seong-Ha couldn't have the same even though he technically has living family still.
Also, Jeonsu obviously suffered a LOT making himself vulnerable to those he liked, he was so,sO,SO brave for doing it, and the idea of doing it again still makes him insecure but he does it anyway with Seong-Ha. He makes it so obvious to literally everyone who interacts with him that he doesn’t want to lose Seong-Ha and truly values him, and SH really needs this in his life. He often thinks so himself.
But seriously, when I think this man's life can't get sadder and the reader will have 5 minutes of peace enjoying their development as a couple and simply as people, IT FUCKING DOES!!!!! Seong-Ha's "father" is the kind of person/character who makes me give up on my common decency and plead the universe to cause an accident that will take the fucker's life. I just hate that fucking son of a bitch so much that I want him to have an incredibly fucking humiliating era in his life before simply dropping dead. Just punished is not enough, that trash has to >>>>>go<<<<<. When it's revealed through Seong-Ha's memories that the president was also abused by his father I couldn’t feel an ouce of empathy for him. "The abused becomes the abuser" my. ass. My mind was like "I'm supossed to feel sorry for that bitch? I DON'T!"
anyways, I just want the president to fucking choke in his own vomit and die & for my lovies to be happy. And Seong-Ha needs a reenforcement in the "i need therapy" mentality so he can be even more of a King than he already is.
Also, I hope that everyone who's like that fucking old man in the recent chapters, who sexualy assaulted Seong-Ha, has the worst possible destiny the sick mind of a psycopathic being can think of :)
Anyway, loving this story <3 may the author spare it from the "It's awsemone, but let's add 1000 toxines" movement. It does not deserve it.
(English is not my 1st language, sorry for the mistakes!).