Before I read

Here we go :
1. mc obviously had sex with other male before, he’s gay by default so yeah.
2. I believe ml was straight before he met the mc, so yeah his first time with a guy is with mc, and he did horribly js.
3. mc’s younger brother is an actor and the sponsor is the old man, he got caught in situation where the old man die while they were having sex, out of guilt from the past (please read it I’m not going to spoil) the mc helped his brother out of that situation by filming himself with lingerie on, because it seems his younger brother wore it as well, to cover his tracks imo.
4. I would say they didnt know their feelings very well, and how to navigate them because both never had serious relationship prior to this. Hence why people say it’s toxic, but it’s more max misunderstanding imo.

They do have some kind of arrangement here : the ml had very deep interest on the mc, but didn’t know how to act, or even treated the mc the ‘right’ way because this is basically his first time with a guy , and also his background and past (not spoiling). While the mc, had to follow the arrangement, (the arrangement has no sex rules whatsoever) and I will say he had pretty active sex life, so when that night happened, it happened, and the sex just keep happening. What he mad about basically at first the ml never prepared him enough since it was his first time with a guy and he s big.

“While the mc, had to follow the arrangement, (the arrangement has no sex rules whatsoever) and I will say he had pretty active sex life, so when that night happened, it happened, and the sex just keep happening“— What do you mean? Like he has sex with other guys while in an arrangement with ML or he’s just having a lot of sex with ML continuously?

And lastly, I don’t understand sorry!! So, the MC wore same lingerie or similar lingerie on to cover tracks for his little brother…how is that helping? And iirc he jerked off, why?

Also, thank you!! Appreciate it. These are all I’d like to know before I start reading today.

I’m curious, you haven’t read this story at all, not even first 5 chapters? I really suggest you should, to answer your first question here. If you did and still don’t get what I was trying to say, you can ask me again. IMO, their early dynamics is the key to better understanding their characters.

Oh! I would like to correct myself when I said the mc filming himself, that’s a mistake.

To answer your other question, there’s this thing called evidence all right. For covering his brother’s identity (since he’s an actor, this called sponsor will obviously destroy his career if known to public) the mc had to create his own proof, one cannot say he had sex with other man without any evidence such as : semen present, kinky play (I believe there are stuff laying around in that room, including the lingerie).

The chronology of the event probably this : the brother called the mc to ask what he should do basically >> the mc arrived and did whatever he could to cover his brother >> call the ambulance >> police involved >> he had to make a statement about what happened in taht room.

Don’t get overwhelmed by people saying their own opinions, you read it and make your own judgement. If you curious, or even like it but don’t quite understand it, then ask. It took me several re-read to finally get the plot. And I came to conclusions that I love this story a lot. Probably the very first BL manhwa I got to finish reading it.

I did. I have read this a while back and still remember some scenes, I also remember I think the MC had a sexual relation or something with his coworker in the office but he got blamed for whatever his coworker did, I forgot and unsure if that’s even this story.

Besides that, I did read the lingerie part and over, but I’m confused as to how that’s gonna help the brother of that makes sense.

If I understood you, you’re telling me that the MC became a stand in for his brother to hide his brother’s identity and take the fall or something? I’m so sorry if I got that wrong. And, you’re saying that since MC jerked off, he has evidence that HE is the one that was with the actor, not his brother, thus his brother won’t be in trouble.

Much thanks to you with your detailed explanation!!

Thank you!! I appreciate you taking the time to send me responses . I usually try avoiding asking too much since people get frustrated, which I get, but they don’t have to reply or make a reply at all if they don’t want to spoil yknow? I’m just waiting for those that want to.

I already like the dynamic between ML and MC. I’m re reading the chapters I read before dropping it, and I dropped it like a year agao.

Thank you again.

About that coworker stuff, it did happen in the story. That’s probably one of mc’s main reason why he really wanted that inheritance his little brother got from the old man, he wanted to show whoever in that old firm he could come on top.

You got it now! The old man is not an actor though, he’s only a sponsor to his little brother, he’s pretty rich. So, even if this case go public, it would stained his reputation as well, and no one in that old man’s family wanted that attention.

1. In previous relationships, yes. Consensual. Later in the story after forming a "relationship" with ml, he was forced to do a bj with the main antagonist while drunk and on drugs. Nothing else happened. Was saved in time.
2. In previous relationships, yes. No other sex, except with mc once they formed their "relationship". ml was the adamant one about exclusivity once he has interest in a partner.
3. Mc did not touch to old man or anything, he just rubbed himself off to make it more authentic. he did it to cover for and protect his younger bro, who was an actor being sponsored by the old man. Gotta protect his image for fans, ya know, even tho It is industry open secret that sponsors is normal.
4. Not as toxic as I expected. They just bicker a lot. There were some physical, like pushing/shoving, and grabbing hard on the shoulder/should dislocation, but overall, their toxic behavior is mostly just their own outburst at each other for thinking they're playing one another when they really arent? Just trust issues.

Yeah so I read. God do I hate and love them, both MC and ML are annoying lmaoo