Actually I realized it, it's the second time I read this

The story is pretty good! It's like um bl that relates to real life situation. For long as I can remember, I read bls that is like sooo fiction it's like not really relate to real life, but when I read this bl it's like, the author is showing us bl that relates to real life, and the story is wow, it's well maintained, I mean the author knows what she's doing and she cooked. Although, when you guys still read at beginning like chapter one, you guys must think that this bl is not good because of the male lead's bad past like i- When I read this for the first time, I think it's like six months ago idk I forgot lol, I dropped it because male lead's way of thinking.... Like what the hell, and the mc is cheating tooo.... Soo , I was like why would I read this, they are cheating each other... Welll, my brain's not really focuses on the story, and back then I was still like I want read bl that the Art's good and the story is fluffy.... In this I actually realized that this bl have fluffy moments, and most um the story is soooo deep so back then I skip everything...(I was like meh boring) but now I reread it, I actually LIKE IT SOOOO MUCH, BECAUSE OF THE STORY, THE PROGRESS, THEIR STRUGGLES, AND THEIR FEAR, WELLL I ACTUALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY'RE THINKING, I FEEL LIKE THEY'RE STILL LIKE ADAM STILL LIKES JULIAN AND PARIS STILL LIKE CHRIS, AND AT ADAM'S CASE IT'S BECAUSE OF PARIS, BUT LIKE I REALLY UNDERSTAND PARIS BRO LIKE HE'S STILL NOT READY FOR REVEALING THEIR RELATIONSHIP.... but overall I like how the author makes the story so mindfull, so good, so emotional, so- akh! I can't describe it in words! Because the story is so good wahhh I like it so muchhh, that's all <: