I am dumping this in the comments to get rid of something I've been thinking about a lot. It's a bit about the mc, I like him and the ml (the old guy so sexy lol) over all. And I loved this story But I think I might be a jerk because I get so annoyed with certain characters and their behaviours which another normal person would likely feel sympathy for. The MC midway through the story frustrated me so much. I know he went through pretty horrible lovers. But everytime I see a self pitying person to that degree in any story I just get mad at them and then I feel bad immediately after because that's horrible. Insecurity is something I can empathize with but I have this complicated feelings towards people (irl too) who sulk or self pity a lot. Probably because I see a bit of my younger self ( I hated myself in middle school). God I feel horrible for being pissed at characters like mc because they didn't do anything wrong.
Anyways I hope grow personally so I can be more gracious instead of being heartless. I had to write my feelings and thoughts down, I feel lighter now lol
I am dumping this in the comments to get rid of something I've been thinking about a lot. It's a bit about the mc, I like him and the ml (the old guy so sexy lol) over all. And I loved this story
But
I think I might be a jerk because I get so annoyed with certain characters and their behaviours which another normal person would likely feel sympathy for. The MC midway through the story frustrated me so much.
I know he went through pretty horrible lovers. But everytime I see a self pitying person to that degree in any story I just get mad at them and then I feel bad immediately after because that's horrible. Insecurity is something I can empathize with but I have this complicated feelings towards people (irl too) who sulk or self pity a lot. Probably because I see a bit of my younger self ( I hated myself in middle school). God I feel horrible for being pissed at characters like mc because they didn't do anything wrong.
Anyways I hope grow personally so I can be more gracious instead of being heartless.
I had to write my feelings and thoughts down, I feel lighter now lol