At first I was like why won't he communicate. But i can definitely relate. When you're so self conscious and doubtful of everyone and everything, it hurts so much you can't get a word out. You feel in the moment that whatever the person says will be a lie. You gotta step back and control your emotions because you feel like you'll explode and do or say the wrong thing. I hate being emotional like this. Where my mind just jumps ahead of it self. But the words hurt so much you panic in the moment.
At first I was like why won't he communicate. But i can definitely relate. When you're so self conscious and doubtful of everyone and everything, it hurts so much you can't get a word out. You feel in the moment that whatever the person says will be a lie. You gotta step back and control your emotions because you feel like you'll explode and do or say the wrong thing. I hate being emotional like this. Where my mind just jumps ahead of it self. But the words hurt so much you panic in the moment.