anyone know a yaoi manga were the love between the mains actually feel mutual? its always ...

Wdym I ain’t ever seeing semes giving as much love to the ukes as the ukes do to the seme unless you mean “caregiving”

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sangyang_the_wanderer/
They both yearn for each other. This is a must read Pookie.

I remember there were some stories like that but they weren't manga but manhwa.

i just read this banger and holy shit its so sweet, literal diabetes
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yuki_chan_aishiteru/
also i second sangyang but its not nearly as fluffy

Oh yea “rainbow city” (novel, it’s slow burn and manhwa isn’t there yet)

manhwa,manga,manhua i dont mind

thanks looks interesting<3

perfect its also complete thanksss

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/why_are_you_so_kind_to_everyone_except_me/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_third_ending/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cupid_ni_rakurai/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/futari_de_papa_hajimemashita/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kokoro_kanda_neko/

(I don't know if you've read any of these stories or not, but I hope it helps)
ps:and sorry if it doesn't meet your expectations. ^^;

thank you for the list <3

You're welcome (⌒▽⌒)