If you’ve read the novel and raws help me~

In the raws is it just me or did they change it up? I could have sworn in the novel MC had a much harsher reaction to learning of his pregnancy/gilded imprisonment as empress. He and ML were on horrible terms regarding the ascension and baby. Yet in the raws Zigryl says he loves Kay then Kay is all bashful and while bewildered about being named empress, but doesn’t seem that torn up about the baby??? And doesn’t seem that pressed to escape either. Maybe I’m remembering the novel wrong I just swear it was more angsty.