am i weird for wanting to be a man to experience gay love

Have you ever thought about maybe that you’re trans?

could possibly be trans or just a girl aware of the patriarchy and how misogynistic hetero relationships can be but still having to come to terms with her attraction to men and using yaoi as an escape

Or fetishizing gay men

Not really fetishizing if you're WANTED to. If you only loves it when it comes to fiction and HATES the real things then you're fetishizing.

Even if it’s fiction if you’re only reading about two men loving each other or gay porn then it’s pretty concerning. Plus, the person is talking about real life. They want to be a man and love another man, but if they’re not trans, that’s fetishization and internalized misogyny.

I'm sorry but i do love woman, maybe this feeling is because all i read is mostly about two men loving each other that i want to experience it too

Im pretty sure thats it. when you consume the same type of media its not uncommon to want to experience that (even shonen freaks wish they were in a fantasy world even tho they know they wont be surviving shit) so dont overthink it! and if you still do wanna see men moaning then pegging is always an option ;)

Its not as black and white as ur either trans or a fetishizer. Gender and sexuality is so broad and it takes a long time to understand. They said they want to experience love by men in the perspective of gay men, not sex. Maybe they dont feel like men view them as an equal in a het relationship, or they have comphet, etc.

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