Looking for a yaoi about a blind in one eye yakuza and a bartender?

So I read a yaoi a few months ago involving an uke who kept a bar/safe place for a yakuza seme (who was either blind in one eye or deaf in one ear, I can't remember which). The uke had long light colored hair and the seme looked like a pretty typical yakuza seme. Please help?? I really loved it and I can't figure out what it was. Thank you in advance!! I'm sorry I don't remember more details