
it's absurd and disgusting that you're blaming the victim and saying he deserved it. mc wasn't in a good place mentally. he was trapped by his abuser and it was the only way mc felt like he could get back at him (punish him) in the moment.
mc told ml that he felt angry and hopeless when it happened, and while they did have sex, it wasn't consensual !!!!!!! jooyoung (? mc's abuser) was in a position of power so it's still rape even if mc "took control, and he only "took control" to take his anger and frustration out on jooyoung. "taking control" is not the same as consenting, btw. not once did mc consent, he gave up and tried to make the best of the situation.

i'm not giving excuses, i'm explaining exactly what happened. mc is trapped by his abuser and takes his anger out on him in the only way he can think of. mc doesn't deserve to be blamed for what happened to him just because you don't like or understand his reaction to trauma.
i mean, what did you want him to do ? what do you believe is an acceptable reaction for an abuse victim being raped ?
i felt frustrated and uncomfortable reading it too, and that's an expected reaction to a scene like that, but i can have some empathy for mc and do my best to understand why he did what he did.

wow.. those are really harmful beliefs. ignorance really isn't good thing, i think you should research different kinds of trauma responses. Many people don't run away, especially if the perp has been abusing them for a while. plus, jooyoung threatened mc with making ml's life worse if he didn't comply with what he wanted. mc felt trapped by his promise and feelings of obligation and thus wasn't being completely rational. i already said he wasn't in a good place mentally and being raped doesn't help.
i've done my best to explain what happened, how mc felt, and why he did what he did, but i don't believe you really care to understand
I didn't expect it to be this bad and with that I mean one chapter can truly destroy the whole story ....you want to tell me that Mc was raped and then proceed having sex with his abuser? Fk you like at this point you deserve everything bad that's happens to you and the fking rapist .....ml deserves so much better