Bro im still confused why he ran away and went to aeil

It is pretty clear in the story. Ael doesn’t have this obsession towards him and he was frightened by the video of kwon promising to his father that he will find his son and make him suffer. Hawon is alone, disturbed and is being abused since MANY years so I don’t know ?? Try to understand what he is facing

Sorry im dumb

no, you're not
mc himself is confused about his feelings
imo he wanted ml to run after him to prove his feelings for him