Omg

Lol March 3, 2025 6:16 am

With every chapter I mourn his death more and more lol
Can't bring myself to accept their relationship guys there's no development yet (i'm at ch13), but I don't want it to develop lol

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    Lol March 3, 2025 6:35 am

    This is so devastating i dissaprove of this relationship (at ch 16)

    Lol March 3, 2025 8:02 am

    At 23 and it's making me cry....
    Truly sad

    Lol March 3, 2025 8:14 pm

    Aghhhh the sorrows and the salt that this manhwa has rubbed into my wounds

    Dayu March 4, 2025 4:14 pm
    Aghhhh the sorrows and the salt that this manhwa has rubbed into my wounds Lol

    Slap me with the spoiler. Like really give it to me pls

    Lol March 5, 2025 4:35 am
    Slap me with the spoiler. Like really give it to me pls Dayu

    It’s just that his memory never dies, and they always think of him (which makes so much sense— it’s his brother and his first love). I find that very sad because it’s very hard for me to deal with death and the fact that it turns people into memories that could fade away. The fact that they’re not around when I want to hear their voice, see them, or know the choices and decisions they would have made as they grew wiser—it’s unbearable. The fact that they’re so loved yet so out of reach never fails to tear me apart.

    I’m genuinely sad about his death and about their relationship because it’s something that wouldn’t have been possible without his death—something I can’t get over.

    Thinking about death, especially when it involves someone I like, scares me, kills me, tears me up, and devastates me. As I’ve grown older, instead of learning to tolerate it or live with it—I don’t know how to describe it—it just makes my heart heavier and fills me with so much agony.

    Spoilers

    Each time their inner monologue addresses the dead brother, as if speaking to him, it kills me a little. That tears my heart apart.

    I hate how he got to move in with the younger brother (orange hair) but not with the dead brother—when he had previously refused the dead brother for valid reasons. I hate the fact that the dead brother never got to have this chance, and I hate how I can’t blame anyone for it but death.

    I also hate how the family ends up moving, leaving behind the space they shared with him—their memories of him. Yet, I can’t blame them

    Dayu March 5, 2025 12:09 pm

    Now I'm sure i would cry a river while reading this.
    So I will save myself from angst

    Lol March 5, 2025 6:14 pm
    Now I'm sure i would cry a river while reading this.So I will save myself from angst Dayu

    Good story tho