Omg just had to do sucidal attempt and show obvious depression symptoms to be care about a...

Im trying to cheer myself up by the fact that he felt Dan's absence and something started to turn in his head when he was thinking about him and is now quite nicer (except the sex thing, jesus this horny ass dog...). So he started to think about Dan more as a person before finding him but still sticks to his jinx because he just cant admit he feels something more... This guy is even worse at admitting he has some human feelings than the ML of BJ Alex (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

The bar is in hell rn