He says it a bit after, he wanted to use his own cum as lubricant.
Ohhhhhh I thought he was talking about how uke said he'd had sex before so he was like I wanted it to be mine. That makes more sense thank you
Do you mind if I ask you another chapter. In the chapter before uke says. I've done it before but not a lot and seme replies it won't be easy if it's your first time. I didn't really get that since he lied and said it wasn't his first and didn't clear anything uo
It was more of a "I guess it's good that it is not your first time because then it would hurt to have my dick as your first time (since its huge)." Cause afterwards uke says smt along the lines of "Maybe I should tell the truth" because then he would be treated more gently as it is his first time and he doesn't want it to hurt (and he truly never corrects that idea).
Actually scratch that, it's a bit more like seme is double checking that uke is saying the truth, like "you sure it's not your first time? Cause it may hurt if it is (cause his dick is big)" I went to re read it again.
Ahhhhhh yh I totally see that bro should've just shouted he was lying lol
No problem, uke is trying to keep his pride lololol
worrying about pride while your dick and balls are out is kinda impressive icl
"I WANTED IT to be MINE, BUT I GUESS THIS WORKS TOO. I WANTED TO BE THE FIRST TO FILL YOU UP." I don't get what "this" is referring to an And I wanted to be the first to fill you up but puts on a condom ?. He doesn't know bros been came inside before