author saw all the "bj alex 2.0" and doubled down on mc sufferings

i signed up to see jaekyung fall on his ass and suffer yet i see kim dan on the verge of death every time is this supposed to be a love story if the asshole ml now feel bad by how much mc life sucks esp when he's obtuse enough to never gaf before?? this story is 90s bl down to the chasing arc dang cant even see mc standing up for himself AND grab his own happiness, he gotta get saved by horsy now