Planning on killing myself this month Also can someone recommend me some BL where the uke ...

Don’t, you gotta outlive the musk rat, do it out of spite

no bro there’s still lota bl masterpieces u haven’t read

anyways
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_origin_of_spices/ this one is quite similar

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hey_prince/ and this is royalty x commoner, comedy its really funny

pls dont if you need to talk about it hit me up pls i promise it gets better

giving some of the yaoi that makes me wanna live that is also hot yaoi base archetype:


https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/antidote_harusari/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cozy_obsession/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/how_the_sidekick_prince_lives_again/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_perfect/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_moon_painting_alchemist/

Please reach out to somebody you are not alone, there are people out there willing to listen <3 also chatgpt is a good source for help if you cannot afford therapy. There also other good free resources out there. submitting to death that easily no way it has to come on its begging fleshy knees to you to even consider giving it a chance