I actually think that doyeon cares about jinjoo didn't she shamed the husband when she usually handles every conflict in a better way since she's a people pleaser. She prefers to bottle it up just to be liked but doyeon gave the husband a reality check saying he's stupid and a joke. And idk if jinjoo was forced for intimacy, didn't the first line that was crossed is doyeon kissing her and jinjoo offered her body (cause she thinks it's fair and it's the only thing she can offer for doyeon's help) All I know is both of my babies need help so they can love each other properly. I should reread this from the start and think more about it other than getting turned on and fantasizing bout these hot ladies.
Don’t you think you’re projecting a bit much here?
Jinjoo is battling multiple fronts. A war with her Christian self image and reality. A war with her awakened sexual desires where as before she had literally none. A war with being hella old and not having anything to show for it - no money, no connections, no experience. When she compares herself with Doyeon who is half her age she feels even shittier because Doyeon being adopted, she’s smart, driven, and well liked and respected by many.
Doyeon is obsessed with Jinjoo because she is literally the first and only thing she’s selfishly wanted and openly asked for and Jinjoo offered acceptance even tho it was brief.
True if you actually think about it. it's not just about sex
Great comment,Jinjoo can see how ungrateful Doyeon is,she was given a chance when she was adopted and still dwells on her past while Jinjoo is still in a horrible existence and has been for longer than Doyeon's been alive and it's why I think Doyeon's an asshole.
I agree. Doyeon is an asshole but imo it’s bc she’s been playing her expected role so long she’s never developed nor come to terms with her own and very real bullshit that many of us need to deal with in order to experience personal growth. With that said, Jinjoo is also an asshole bc she continues to play a fkn victim. Tho I think it’s good that she’s attempting to take control of her life by giving Doyeon a taste of her own medicine, she doesn’t spread it around to those more deserving like her husband and those thugs. Idk if she just feels more confident around Doyeon bc she’s not a man but she definitely continues to act timid in front of the dicks in her life.
Definitely not just about sex. If it were it would be a boring read. As toxic as this story is I do enjoy reading it because it’s characters are layered in flaws. Hopefully, we’ll get a satisfying ending with these two to balance out the toxicity the author put us through.
I feel like Jinjoo is also living her 20s through her actions with Doyeon,at the beginning Doyeon was her protector then doyeon changed the game and became a burden and someone she couldn't trust and gave her body to for survival,Jinjoo then started enjoying the sex but then Doyeon became demanding and abit cruel and overbearing and that's where Jinjoo started to want things to end because she wants to get her shit together but Doyeon won't give her to room too.
If by getting her shit together you mean going back to doing nothing all day and watching the world pass by from her balcony? Then yes, she’s getting her shit together which was basically her life before this story even began.
I don't mean it that way,I'm saying she started speaking up to her husband,making a friend in her old school mate,telling Doyeon what she really thinks instead of only thinking it,she's making steps though small but she is.
All true. Steps forward are great steps. I’m also hoping for a positive future for Doyeon. Hopefully these ladies can climb their way out the holes they have themselves in.
Doyeon needs to chill but hopefully she will slow down after being set up by Jinjoo's husband and kidnaped and beaten,all of which I predicted very early on when the story was uploaded,Doyeon will finally understand how scared and desperate Jinjoo was and what it felt like for someone to see you as a tool to fulfil their own sexual desires as she had done to Jinjoo when she lived there and was basically in hiding.
I said it before that Doyeon basically always fucked Jinjoo most times without asking her for it,she just took it and that's wrong because Jinjoo wasn't her girlfriend or nothing,now Jinjoo is doing the same things Doyeon did to her,Doyeon is an asshole and Jinjoo is desperate for attention,distraction and release and it's why she goes to Doyeon.
Doyeon is the one who handled everything between them badly from the start and Jinjoo was the one who was would Try to make sense of their situation and try to break things off but Doyeon's sex addiction and obsession for Jinjoo,Doyeon found out that Jinjoo is the victim of a pedophile and just laughed about it and continued to fuck her and not ever trying to ask her about her life,Doyeon is motivated by sex and nothing else and Jinjoo wants to be loved in the right way and if Doyeon's way of love is the same version as her husbands then Jinjoo will never love or choose her,she doesn't even want her husband.