plz recommend m some sad yaoi shit where they commited suicide or self harm pls im begging...

i can only think of these on top of my head

past life - suicide/self harm but regressed time plot where seme try to make it better
- cozy obsession
- beyond memories

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cocoon_of_the_heart/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/greeting_you_strangely/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hitori_to_hitori_no_3650nichi/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/blue_lust/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/keisenjou_no_cantata/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/macguffin/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_sound_of_sugar_cubes/

thank u for all these recos <3