
Oh, I read here in new toki though they're only raws and not yet translated: https://newtoki468.com/webtoon/46802614?toon=BL/GL

ALL of this yes. Never thought i would genuinely feel bad for jingi. Particularly the relationship between the brothers makes me feel conflicted like the way jingi just takes all the responsibilities without getting anything out of it to heonjae who's kind of in his own world and sorrow without realising that he's depending on him to leaving his brother alone for bussy is just idk it makes me mad because they've only known myeongil for maybe two months and it's crazy to me how even after 10 years of close enclosure with jingi he still is ignorant to what is happening. At the end of the day that's your brother and that man has been taking care of you for years helping you get out sooner helping you be safe, the moment he found you again he tried his best even in his own fucked up way right so how could you just throw him away hahhhh can't believe I'm here defending jingi lmao what is this webtoon istg
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Saddest Jingi omg. I've never seen him this depressed before Praying he doesn't start s/h again he looks so depressed because both Myeong-il and Heonjae keep ignoring him no matter how much he calls for them.
Jingi thought Myeong-il and him were okay now, but still continued to avoid him the next day, so he asked Myeong-il "Hey... what did I do wrong...?"
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Meanwhile in labor duty, Myeong-il basically gets called a hoe, who only shook his ass to get this job and get special treatment in that room (Jingi's room), but he isn't good at anything and doesn't have any skills for a real job in the outside world.
Then Heonjae was told he had no power here and just hides behind his older brother for everything, the one who actually has authority in the prison.
In short, they were given a reality check that they were nothing without Jingi (the one they're ignoring but is the one providing them with everything they need and want (at the cost of having to obey his Uncle)).
Though obviously I understand why. For Myeong-il's part, he ignores him because of the letter, and on Heonjae's part, it might be out of some selfish possessiveness that wants to gatekeep Myeong-il to himself, but also low-key Heonjae just getting back at his older brother for never telling him anything and always keeping him in the dark, so now it's his turn to not tell him anything.
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Damnn, I feel so bad for Jingi (´;ω;`)
He's so... lonely. Especially since he's being outcast by Myeong-il and his own brother. Those two are all that Jingi has here in prison... but even they've left him.
There's this part in chapter 39 where Heonjae is told 'everyone goes through life alone.'
but Heonjae thinks "No, I'm the only one who's alone".
But he doesn't realize that BOTH him and Jingi have felt that they were alone.
Jingi has so much baggage he carries by himself but doesn't tell Heonjae in order to protect him. About the things that happened with the Uncle, about why he couldn't meet Heonjae all these years, about their mother passing away.
Jingi protects Heonjae from all of that, doesn't tell him anything, doesn't share the family problems, or the burdens as the older sibling.
And there's nothing more lonely than facing everything on your own.
In a way, Myeong-il is lonely in that sense too. Though he has his family with his grandmother and siblings, having to carry the responsibilities of being a parent and older brother to his siblings, and a provider of the household, all while he was still just a middle school student and having neither of his parents to turn to. It must've also been pretty lonely having only himself to rely on.
So now, here these three helpless people are... possibly co-depending on one another in the future (hopefully).