NGL, fully understand why MC was scared. Not only does he have low self esteem already but ML literally said he hates omegas. Sure we the viewer can assume that ML only said it thinking MC was going to be an alpha and that would make MC feel better. But MC doesn't know that! All MC knows is ML Hates omegas, the very secondary gender he is!
And than to not even fully talk it out and jump right into a heat/rut fuck only to wake up to ML gone?? I would've left as well, and NEITHER of the two tried to call or text each other about it.
MC didn't sabotage imo. Besides what the ML did at the end was cruel, leaving crying partner as almost a punishment only to come back knowing he would. Thats super toxic.
++ Did MC even mention the fact ML said he hates omegas TO ML?? I don't even think that was resolved fully, the ending was indeed a little bit annoying, but I wouldn't blame MC at least not fully.
“Jim leaving him was cruel” good! Cause being nice clearly wasn’t helpful either.
The MC run away from everything so when exactly would they have time to have this conversation? The reason why I hate the ending is because he learns absolutely nothing. And neither of them will change, they will continue on this useless pattern. Idc if him leaving him crying was cruel, he has a repeated pattern of doing the same but because he cries it means he hurts more? All of his problems are situations he created in his head, they could have had conversations if mc doesn’t run away and avoid him instead of talking.
omg i was scared to say this but i genuinely hoped they would break up.. why are you hiding all these secrets from your "lover", get a grip of yourself if you can't even tell your boyfriend your issues
I kept reading in hopes that it would subvert my expectations but nope. Everything I thought would happen, happened. The MC is so irritating and sabotages EVERYTHING, and the ML is so pathetically in love with him that he forgives him even though their relationship isn’t healthy for either of them, I wish he broke up with him for real so he learned his lesson, that would have been a better ending.