WHY DOES THIS OLD WOMAN HAVE SUCH A GRIP ON YOU DOYEON??? Does Doyeon forget that right after her husband came back it was a “I call you answer” thing where Jinjoo had the upper hand???? Jinjoo has exerted control and dominance and does indeed get off on it but at the same time also has low self esteem. The only thing that she has control over in her life where she seems to have no control is Doyeon and she can’t let that go. She seems upset whenever it seems like Doyeon is slipping away from her all encompassing infatuation and at the same time she hates herself for liking how Doyeon pleases her because despite the fact that she did project 20 years of adult marriage and baggage on Doyeon and used her to satisfy herself and to feel in control, hating her and hating her potential in life, Doyeon is the only person who puts her above everything and adores her, of course that adoration also comes from a fucked up place. She wants to take out her sexual frustration, she wants to feel used but in a controlled way so she can hate Doyeon and what she represents (projects on) to her in a safe space, safe because she knows Doyeon will never leave her. Jinjoo is despicable.
WHY DOES THIS OLD WOMAN HAVE SUCH A GRIP ON YOU DOYEON??? Does Doyeon forget that right after her husband came back it was a “I call you answer” thing where Jinjoo had the upper hand???? Jinjoo has exerted control and dominance and does indeed get off on it but at the same time also has low self esteem. The only thing that she has control over in her life where she seems to have no control is Doyeon and she can’t let that go. She seems upset whenever it seems like Doyeon is slipping away from her all encompassing infatuation and at the same time she hates herself for liking how Doyeon pleases her because despite the fact that she did project 20 years of adult marriage and baggage on Doyeon and used her to satisfy herself and to feel in control, hating her and hating her potential in life, Doyeon is the only person who puts her above everything and adores her, of course that adoration also comes from a fucked up place. She wants to take out her sexual frustration, she wants to feel used but in a controlled way so she can hate Doyeon and what she represents (projects on) to her in a safe space, safe because she knows Doyeon will never leave her. Jinjoo is despicable.