I cried sm reading this chapter. I never had anyone who i could talk to like this and open up. My dad never gave fuck about his daughters and hated pur existence and my mom hated seeing us cry, she had her own issues so I can't blame her. Me and my sister are close but I don't like to burden her with me more than i already i am. I have been bottling things up for years and i don't even dare to cry infront of anyone, scared that i will get hit or screamed for crying or been pain in ass. I know it won't, not everyone is smar but i have have been conditioned not to show my sadness and pain. I hope one day i will at least find one person I could talk without feeling all this complicated feelings.
I cried sm reading this chapter. I never had anyone who i could talk to like this and open up. My dad never gave fuck about his daughters and hated pur existence and my mom hated seeing us cry, she had her own issues so I can't blame her. Me and my sister are close but I don't like to burden her with me more than i already i am. I have been bottling things up for years and i don't even dare to cry infront of anyone, scared that i will get hit or screamed for crying or been pain in ass. I know it won't, not everyone is smar but i have have been conditioned not to show my sadness and pain. I hope one day i will at least find one person I could talk without feeling all this complicated feelings.