It was good, could have been better?

Same thoughts! When i first read it, i was confused if the author just forgot or maybe they didnt want the story to go longer cuz i can definitely see heejae chasing seyeong all over again if he did his revenge.

So I tried to reread some chapters and in chapter 41, HJ is already aware of his feelings for SY (based on the back story). So why did he thought of "keep it in, let's hold myself back one last time" and "you're so fucked SY" if not for revenge? If he knows he's in love, why does it seem like he still wants to exact revenge on SY. I want to think that maybe those lines should be interpreted as him thinking he's finally gotten SY and that he will never let go just so there won't be plot holes. But I really wish we had HJ's POV again to clarify.

ngl I was anxious the whole chapters afraid that suddenly heejae will pull off the ghosting revenge or something

me too, i was so paranoid it was going to end by heejae being like “see ya never” or sumin T-T

He just learned why he is so anxious every time and learned that he is not actually angry and just like the guy haha

This reply is coming so late but I just finished the series and am so obsessed with it!

I think that HJ saying he wanted to take revenge was just because he was mad and hurt. I’m not sure if ever really planned to go through with it. Like you said he never really acted any different because I think even if he didn’t realize it, he still liked “Sesam” and Seyeong. I mean, If you took away how they looked Sesam/Seyeong’s personalities were basically the same in game and IRL. HJ really started realizing it that time they were fighting out in the snow.

Also, it could be that his definition of “revenge” changed. Like instead of humiliating SY, he’d make him fall in love with him and be as desperate, insecure and possessive like HJ was… and I think SY did become a little like that in the end hehe