i love this story so much. it made me cry alot. paula's self hatred. her just living and forgetting but inside shes so broken. i feel her so much coz i experienced it too. my lil bro dying and i ddnt even notice. my self loathing bcoz im ugly. i tell myself no one will love me so i never even bother to get a boyfriend. i have alot of bad memories abt my father. my mother left us too, poverty and dreams never made, my siblings lost in life and just going with the flow of life, me too ofc. it all happened to her too and it resonates me so much.
and lukas is one of my fave. i cried alot because of him. hes my totga coz he deserved better. hes just him mennn.. ethan is very like me too. just masking his feelings by being carefree but deep inside, hes very hurt and depressed. but hes better than me ofc coz he still persevere and wants to live with happiness :( and im proud of him for that. i despise alicia for being a bitch and selfish prick but i also see her with my younger sibling. shes now 16 but ddnt even finish elemntary bcoz of our parents. shes misguided and its my fault coz im older but let her be like that. be she wasnt as bad as alicia tho. so i find her pitiable and definitely need counseling. i hope she lives well after that and look back at what she did and be sorry for her sis. Violet is a friend paula needed. i wish i had a friend like that but i will never have it coz i push ppl away. shes super strong despite what happned to her and she found her happiness even tho shes struggling. shes such a nice character and i wish her happiness.
lastly vincent, hes annoying af in earlier chalter but hes understandable. first it was pity but later its concern. hes very lucky to have paula on his side coz some ppl who succumb on their darkness (problems) doesnt have a person like paula on their side. Hes grown with it now and hes a commendable fellow for standing up and facing his darkness. and im so happy bcoz paula has him. bcoz he faces all his problems, he has no problem doing the same on paula. comforting and fighting for her i mean. they deserve the whole world. what a good guy for helping paula for her trauma and insecurity. he accepted her no matter what and im so happy that paula finally found love and its him.
again, thank you for the wonderful story! that was such a wonderful experience and a good read :)
i love this story so much. it made me cry alot. paula's self hatred. her just living and forgetting but inside shes so broken. i feel her so much coz i experienced it too. my lil bro dying and i ddnt even notice. my self loathing bcoz im ugly. i tell myself no one will love me so i never even bother to get a boyfriend. i have alot of bad memories abt my father. my mother left us too, poverty and dreams never made, my siblings lost in life and just going with the flow of life, me too ofc. it all happened to her too and it resonates me so much.
and lukas is one of my fave. i cried alot because of him. hes my totga coz he deserved better. hes just him mennn.. ethan is very like me too. just masking his feelings by being carefree but deep inside, hes very hurt and depressed. but hes better than me ofc coz he still persevere and wants to live with happiness :( and im proud of him for that. i despise alicia for being a bitch and selfish prick but i also see her with my younger sibling. shes now 16 but ddnt even finish elemntary bcoz of our parents. shes misguided and its my fault coz im older but let her be like that. be she wasnt as bad as alicia tho. so i find her pitiable and definitely need counseling. i hope she lives well after that and look back at what she did and be sorry for her sis. Violet is a friend paula needed. i wish i had a friend like that but i will never have it coz i push ppl away. shes super strong despite what happned to her and she found her happiness even tho shes struggling. shes such a nice character and i wish her happiness.
lastly vincent, hes annoying af in earlier chalter but hes understandable. first it was pity but later its concern. hes very lucky to have paula on his side coz some ppl who succumb on their darkness (problems) doesnt have a person like paula on their side. Hes grown with it now and hes a commendable fellow for standing up and facing his darkness. and im so happy bcoz paula has him. bcoz he faces all his problems, he has no problem doing the same on paula. comforting and fighting for her i mean. they deserve the whole world. what a good guy for helping paula for her trauma and insecurity. he accepted her no matter what and im so happy that paula finally found love and its him.
again, thank you for the wonderful story! that was such a wonderful experience and a good read :)