N the uke is totally me....like ik not the perfect....verry petty....yet who doesn't wanna be spoiled by their lover????....like atleast to him I wanna complain n be a brat ....n yet it's not realistic n communication matters .....n not just expecting ur partner to do it for u ... without even telling them what u want.....but u see ...THE MEANING...just decrease if u hav to ask for it.....for example flowers....they are not at all costly...like maybe for a student it might feel a lil too much to waste of flowers than food ....but as an adult ...a bouquet of 10 dollars most ... gives so much happiness.....like I am not complaining.....wait who am I kidding...I am complaining.....my best friend she gives me flowers everytime we hang out....we don't get to meet that often....adult friendship....but she knows...I adore flowers......n i give her too....she is not that into flowers...she prefers make up items more ...but anyway.......whereas FROM MY LOVER I HAV GOT JUST ONE FLOWER LIKE WHEN WE WENT ON. OUR FIRST EVER DATE....THATS IT....never again I got any ....last time he asked me ..."do i want flowers?"....I said no....n he is like ok....tf...ask me again....I will say yes the second time
he loves you and you love him! don’t be scared to communicate girl! TELL HIM!! you like your flowers and that’s okay. idk anything about you two really, but on your side you can always control your action’s. if you feel guilty then apologize, and work hard to make actions that you feel proud of as an adult!
WHAT THE FUCK.....WHY THIS IS US....ME N MY PARTNER....EVEN THE 3 YEARS.....THE SEME N MY BF HAS THE EXACT SAME PERSONALITY .....
WHY AM I RANTING HERE.....WHO CARES THO.....JUST THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY I FOUGHT N SAID A LOT OF HURTFUL THINGS TO HIM....I WAS DRUNK TOO .... USUALLY HE RARELY TEXTS ME...ALWAYS BUSY.....N HIS BIRTHDAY IS COMING THIS WEEK
.....EVEN THO DESPITE MY BUSY SCHEDULE...I PLANNED To SURPRISE HIM....BUT HE SAID HE WILL BE BUSY....N BIRTHDAYS AREN'T THAT SPECIAL....FOR ADULT....TF
.... ITS SPECIAL FOR ME .......n everytime we fight it's always be who says the hurtful things....n he is always silent.....later it just makes me feel guilty...why did I say all this .....n about the flowers....same just recently on valentine's day....I was waiting...like not waiting.....but I hoped he would surprise me with flowers....since i always like them.....n yet he didn't even call me to wish that day.....he forgot it was valentine day