Looking for old yaoi

Helloo ~~ I'm looking for an old yaoi that I've read more than 8yrs ago. They are best friend but the uke's father died due to accident (was hit by a truck while buying something) due to this they need to move somewhere else. Uke decided to rape seme (rape cause seme was not aware and was blindfolded too) then left when the morning comes. They met again in university I think. I want to reread but i suck at remembering titles.please helpp