The disappointment

Tbh I liked how their relationship was executed, there was reasoning and depth to the ml character, and the fl after all she has been through, because of this man, still remained strong and dedicated to becoming a better person as well as understanding world better. And even if in her journey she crossed paths with ml over and over again she remembers all of his mistreatment and wrong deeds and stays as far from him as possible. And for me, that sold me over, the good execution of heavy topics that, if handled differently, would be harmful and lead to the romanticization of abuse. So my question is HOW and WHY did we end up here. It's been a weird tendency in the latest chapters but the last chapter was most abhorrent. My girl WHY ARE YOU APOLOGIZING to him it's not like it was your deliberate choice to get hurt or you choose to meet his old comrade. And the recipient of your apology is even worse than your reasons for them. My head hurts just from reading that (*^▽^)/★*☆♪