my firend js died

i know this might not be the most appropriate site but this is legit the site i associate most with them, they were a fellow bl reader despite being a man, a rare fudanshi if you may. This is like a way of coping of mine i guess.. they died literally js a few hours ago and i feel sad but at the same time i feel like the realization hasnt fully hit. We were pretty close all through the school year, we shared a common love for BL manhwas and i legit want to reminisce but i kinda cant bc all our memories together is all abt bl...

The bl he always mentioned most was jinx, tried to reminisce js now and all i could thnk abt was him showing me an uncensored jinx chapter featuring jaekyungs big schlong. It sounds ridiculous i know but that was legit the first memory that came up since we werent so close to share deep emotional moments together but at the same time pretty close due to shared interests.

He was always lively and rlly funny, like the token gay guy whos not rlly gay but js zesty. All his friends were girls bcs all his friends shared the same interests in bls(including me)..

I shared this here because it js feels so fucking ridiculous that a guy you read bls with would js suddenly disappear. But no, its real. All his other friends memories of him are like mine too, ig thats js how it is.. But its what makes the situation more unbelievable and ridiculous really, a guy who you knew for reading uncensored bls and being dirty minded suddenly dies of a sudden sickness after being absent for so long? Sounds like a bad plot of a rushed one sho, right?