While I’m so proud of Dan saying these things to his abuser, I’m heartbroken seeing him like this. He hates himself for that bodily reaction jk constantly reminds him of. He’s ashamed he reacts at all. He’s a survivor of lots of SA. He’s a shell of a person. Jaekyung I hate you so much for turning him into this. I’m also wondering in past chapters, when they fucked did jk blush?? He kissed here and there randomly but this was different in a lot of ways. He got rough when he wasn’t getting the reaction he wanted not the whole way through and he was thinking more about Dan trying to get him to enjoy it. Which the reasoning isn’t something I support but the angle is definitely different. Makes dans rejection so much sweeter honestly. Dan really walked off just like jk did countless times. How terrible does that feel jk? Zero aftercare, zero affection. A transaction.
While I’m so proud of Dan saying these things to his abuser, I’m heartbroken seeing him like this. He hates himself for that bodily reaction jk constantly reminds him of. He’s ashamed he reacts at all. He’s a survivor of lots of SA. He’s a shell of a person. Jaekyung I hate you so much for turning him into this. I’m also wondering in past chapters, when they fucked did jk blush?? He kissed here and there randomly but this was different in a lot of ways. He got rough when he wasn’t getting the reaction he wanted not the whole way through and he was thinking more about Dan trying to get him to enjoy it. Which the reasoning isn’t something I support but the angle is definitely different. Makes dans rejection so much sweeter honestly. Dan really walked off just like jk did countless times. How terrible does that feel jk? Zero aftercare, zero affection. A transaction.