soyi probably thinks everyone around her has it easy. that no matter how hard she works, she will always lose to those who are naturally talented, those who get to sleep during exams, those who don't have to prove themselves to their parents. and maybe being harsh on herself is not actually a form of punishment for her but rather an odd comfort :(
soyi probably thinks everyone around her has it easy. that no matter how hard she works, she will always lose to those who are naturally talented, those who get to sleep during exams, those who don't have to prove themselves to their parents. and maybe being harsh on herself is not actually a form of punishment for her but rather an odd comfort :(