DON'T MIND ME! I JUST WANT TO YAP PLEASE DON'T READ IT
So after i re-read it again, i can say that Euijoon is a good and reliable narrator, also i can RELATE to him on spiritual level like if i read his monologue it's just feel like so.... Human(?) like he's not just a one or two dimensional character, he's loyal but he's not 100% naive and dumb.
The part when i feel that "damn... Euijoon's narrations hit hard" is the part when he feel like it's such a waste for liking the first jerk (sorry forgot his name) it's not like he was crying cause he can't be with him but he was crying for how long his time gone just like that for liking him for so long and left with nothing, the empty feeling after you cut off someone is just HITS CLOSE TO HOME
Second is when he narrated how he feel pathetic for waiting for gunwoo like the sleepless night, waiting for him to call or text him, or just wait in his home and hope he would knock on his door even sometimes all those waiting make him found himself in a position where he just stare blankly like the feeling of emptiness when someone you love ghosted you without saying anything, move place, change their phone number and all LIKE DAMN, he DIDN'T GET ANY CLOSURE THAT FEELING GOSSSHH HITS CLOSE TO HOME
I find this highly relatable when feel like it's hard to say or do something, at chapter 77 he wanted to a hald-day off, he already have all those excuses to make cause in his mind it looked it's gonna be hard to asked that, but then turned out his boss was like "yeah okay" and he was like, "(￣∇￣")" (i found it kinda funny tbh, and then when he cut things off with his jerk boyfriend and come clear like "i cheated too" and the part when he said, "on this day, the things i expected to be tough and challenging, turned out to be far too simple" "i feel like i can breathe again" sometimes things like that does happen, like you expect the worst but then it turned out to be not that hard if you eventually PUT YOUR MIND AND HEART FOR IT, euijoon made up his mind there and it feels like "the universe" also cheer for him. It's such a meaningful chapter for me.
Euijoon always keep something as a memento, like the roses fom gunwoo or the roses from that jerk boyfriend AND THE LIGHTER TOO XHDJHDHD AAARGHHH he's just like me fr fr like yeah i can boldly relate to that, i also find it HARD to just throw away something that belongs to someone i found really dear to me...
And what author's said on chapter 88.5 is true, that their relationship can meet a sweet and happy ending because of euijoon who's holding into it, like oohhh! I get it know when i re-read it, i REALLY REALLY understand what the author means when they said, "beom gunwoo always made a it possible for euijoon to flee" or "beom gunwoo always dug a hole for euijoon" now that i remember about it, he's the one who asked him to be more open about beom gunwoo's work, even asked chaehyeon about gunwoo despite the fact that their first encounter was that bad, he's also the one to cut ties to with that jerk bf so that he doesn't feel any guilt and come to beom gunwoo after he sort things out with that jerk bf. Not like i said that gunwoo didn't put efforts OF COURSE NOT, but i feel like euijoon really take A BIG STEP to enter gunwoo's world even when he always give him a chance to flee, he held him in a "loose" knot, yet euijoon doesn't want to let go of that, he just wanted gunwoo to be honest with him and talk things out with him. "I could do anything for you as long as you're honest and loyal with me", he's probably that kind of person.
DON'T MIND ME! I JUST WANT TO YAP PLEASE DON'T READ IT
So after i re-read it again, i can say that Euijoon is a good and reliable narrator, also i can RELATE to him on spiritual level like if i read his monologue it's just feel like so.... Human(?) like he's not just a one or two dimensional character, he's loyal but he's not 100% naive and dumb.
The part when i feel that "damn... Euijoon's narrations hit hard" is the part when he feel like it's such a waste for liking the first jerk (sorry forgot his name) it's not like he was crying cause he can't be with him but he was crying for how long his time gone just like that for liking him for so long and left with nothing, the empty feeling after you cut off someone is just HITS CLOSE TO HOME
Second is when he narrated how he feel pathetic for waiting for gunwoo like the sleepless night, waiting for him to call or text him, or just wait in his home and hope he would knock on his door even sometimes all those waiting make him found himself in a position where he just stare blankly like the feeling of emptiness when someone you love ghosted you without saying anything, move place, change their phone number and all LIKE DAMN, he DIDN'T GET ANY CLOSURE THAT FEELING GOSSSHH HITS CLOSE TO HOME
I find this highly relatable when feel like it's hard to say or do something, at chapter 77 he wanted to a hald-day off, he already have all those excuses to make cause in his mind it looked it's gonna be hard to asked that, but then turned out his boss was like "yeah okay" and he was like, "(￣∇￣")" (i found it kinda funny tbh, and then when he cut things off with his jerk boyfriend and come clear like "i cheated too" and the part when he said, "on this day, the things i expected to be tough and challenging, turned out to be far too simple" "i feel like i can breathe again" sometimes things like that does happen, like you expect the worst but then it turned out to be not that hard if you eventually PUT YOUR MIND AND HEART FOR IT, euijoon made up his mind there and it feels like "the universe" also cheer for him. It's such a meaningful chapter for me.
Euijoon always keep something as a memento, like the roses fom gunwoo or the roses from that jerk boyfriend AND THE LIGHTER TOO XHDJHDHD AAARGHHH he's just like me fr fr like yeah i can boldly relate to that, i also find it HARD to just throw away something that belongs to someone i found really dear to me...
And what author's said on chapter 88.5 is true, that their relationship can meet a sweet and happy ending because of euijoon who's holding into it, like oohhh! I get it know when i re-read it, i REALLY REALLY understand what the author means when they said, "beom gunwoo always made a it possible for euijoon to flee" or "beom gunwoo always dug a hole for euijoon" now that i remember about it, he's the one who asked him to be more open about beom gunwoo's work, even asked chaehyeon about gunwoo despite the fact that their first encounter was that bad, he's also the one to cut ties to with that jerk bf so that he doesn't feel any guilt and come to beom gunwoo after he sort things out with that jerk bf. Not like i said that gunwoo didn't put efforts OF COURSE NOT, but i feel like euijoon really take A BIG STEP to enter gunwoo's world even when he always give him a chance to flee, he held him in a "loose" knot, yet euijoon doesn't want to let go of that, he just wanted gunwoo to be honest with him and talk things out with him. "I could do anything for you as long as you're honest and loyal with me", he's probably that kind of person.