I think try talking with another friend that you know doesn't have anything against gay people? (I'm pants at advice but this is lowkey relatable)
Do not tell anyone yet. I know when you first discover yourself, you want to go around and let the others know. Probably to get some validation. But it won't be good for you.
The people whose love you've never questioned might turn their back to you just because it clashes with their views.
There will be a time when you'll be able to cut anyone off if they don't accept you but I don't think that now is the right time for you.
Find an online community. Subtly sprinkle the topic here and there with your friends. But until you’re independent don’t do anything drastic
I think i will listen to your advice but yeah last time i heard about how my girl best friend agitated when someone came out to her and at that moment i think "oh she's probably not an ally" but i still want to maintain our relationship. I want to maintain ALL my relationship. I also said to my mum i wont get married (obviously) she said it's fine. Im struggling to find my own safe place/person to talk about my feelings. Nice tho your message thank you so much
Im think im gay. I wanna open up about it with my girl best friend but then again she's pretty much religious. Talking about it with my family is a total no no. I do yearning having someone to be my partner but im scared. Maybe i will just die single lmao