Like I atleast have a basic understanding of their feels
ML wants a happy monogamous relationship with Jin even thru all the abuse but has inhaled way too much of the toxic gas and become ok with things to the point where he goes with the flow bit more than he bargained. It also doesn’t help that his love(Ido) is like the definition of self sabotage
Ido seems to see abuse and “leaving marks(mostly physical but also emotional cuz locker thing)” on ML as a form of/ epitome of love but seems to try and distance himself from some feels like possessiveness (like when he justifies getting together with ML as ML being too desperate even tho is obviously cuz ML stuck with him so long thru abuse) then gets lonely when ML and Mr stalker actually do get closer and he’s no longer the only one and didn’t get marks from ML (tho probably cuz ML didn’t wanna hurt him)
Jin , Mr stalker, is like the most self accepting person I’ve ever seen, just like “ I guess I’m a stalker now”, “ might as well do creepy calls”,” guess I like them both” “guess we gotta talk bout dis let’s not run” and is arguably the most mentally stable of the three ( not to be confused cuz hes still contributing to toxicity). And I don’t know if he’s helpinG ML or the most effective manipulative bastard I’ve over seen (probs the latter) AND JUST LIKE LEAVES THE TWO IN CONFUSION OF THEIR OWN FEELINGS AND EXSISTEMCES TO GO MAKE EM DINNER ( like leaves Jin mid melt down with a “made ur bed now lay in it still obsessed with u tho mwah” type ass face and goes to make him dinner
TL;DR
THEY ALL NEED THERAPY
Jin and Ido hav the some of the most twisted ways of showing love
Jin is like the center of the toxic lake meditating, Ido is swimming in and kinda inhaling water and ML is trying to not to drown
ML and Ido obsessed with each other in 2 diff ways and stalker Jin is way too obsessed with both of em , in the “ I’ll be either a positive or negative force in ur lives idc” type of way
I neeeded to type this all out for myself to get my head around this (￣Д ￣)
Like it’s so toxic yet ?sweet? For being a stalker Jin is like weirdly down to earth. ML and Ido is down with the whole poly thing yet not. Jin is just like “welp got what I wanted in this relationship imma make y’all dinner while you question your lives”. Everyone’s so messed up yet I want them to be In. Healthy polyship (._.)