Should I read this?? Or is this a novel?? I just don’t want to read another story where ...

Read it then

Fake warning tho I can't say what happens in the end , but the start is actually worth something.

Fair*

It’s nothing like toxic… I mean I don’t mind a little toxic but I just don’t want to get to the point of JINX or other mangas with that genre, you know what I mean

I dont mind you spoiling me ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

Sorry this is long -




At the start Ml kills MC family ( this was explained - it was political , and the emperor doing)


In doing this a conflict starts between MC and Ml , now MC wants revenge , so he becomes the Ml "Boy toy" .

But he ends up catching feelings for the ml, ( ml had some times where he did not treat Mc kindly) do to testing how far MC is willing to go - ML is aware that he killed MC family, and often asked MC if he can actually accept having to do "explicit things " with the man who murdered his family. MC who trembled at the slightest touch from ML , didn't reply ( I think) but ML didn't continue anything.

Later on MC will try to push through ( and yes they did have consensual S***).

ML will also catch feeling for MC ( and yes he does treat MC with care before and now just a bit more and less cautious - as he wanted to believe MC genuinely likes him)


( Wise MC secretly sneaks out to get poison to kill ML)

This story is about angst and revenge, complex feelings)

Yes we have SA - in the last few chapters when ML found out MC plan to murder him ). He felt genuinely hurt, but he knew he was the man who murdered MC family.


This is nothing like jinx , the complexity of this was intriguing.

Can you actually have feelings for the man who murdered your family and forgive him?

Can you live with yourself knowing u murdered this boy family and do you deserve forgiveness?

These questions are the ones that burns within this (personally for me)

Also the vocabulary in this is so my beautiful.

So my thing, it's beautiful*

I love you ( am serious… like am not joking bc I swear my soul levitated out of my body when I saw your response. You out here saving people!!!)