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4 year time skip
Ye same, I don’t think Dohu going after him for inspiration was disaster worthy, it was the reason they got involved in the first place and the excuse dohu had to push to get to know him more, but it’s been a long time since he already scrapped the idea of using him as character material anyway, he just happened to find the old file and felt sentimental about how it all started so he should’ve underlined that point but he just let it be misunderstood as if he was still planning to use it, and it was made worse by the fact he basically said “I don’t regret doing it I regret being caught”, it’s like he stood there letting the breakup happen without really trying to explain and apologize so it made things worse
But being inspiration material to me isn’t something to make his big a deal about in the first place, ye writers do it all the time and if he hadnt approached for that reason they never would’ve started anything, ml is a bit too hung up on the “being used” and “ulterior motives” stuff, and if anything, he wasn’t an angel in the beginning either
FUCK THIS STUPID ASS CLIFFHANGER IM GONNA K!LL MYSELF !!!! i need them to make up ASAP !!! this is bringing me nothing but pain. i don't think what dohu did was horrible but i totally understand why juheon was hurt. if dohu had talked about this before, explaining that he was searching for inspiration from juheon and then fell in love with who he was i don't think things would've ended up like they are now. because then he would've been honest while also reassuring juheon that he truly likes him for his personality. but since he hid it, it made it seem as he was just using juheon, which is kind of the truth but i feel like a lot of the things they did was because dohu did actually like him but didn't realize it yet and was lying to himself with the inspiration stuff. ngl i feel like both of them went to the other one in search of something, they didn't meet each other just because they were interested in knowing the other so juheon should just calm down. though i totally agree that dohu should've just apologized and actually explained what was going on (￣∇￣") but at this point juheon should know that dohu is a dumbass when it comes to feelings so he should lower his expectations. hopefully dohu learns his lesson so they can make up already （￣へ￣）