
Wow... you're boring lol, i didn't mean any insult but im actually the same, expect i used to throw tantrums here and there. Growing up i didn't rlly have any preferences but when i got in HS i started going out more. My friend one day invited me out saying its summer break so let's go out. I did, now ik what it's like having fun outside its the only fun i think of. I'm not rlly outgoing but still now i have places i would like to celebrate my birthdays in. U should also try trying out new things. It honestly rllyy opens your eyes, just don't go overboard

Ouch that hurt me but I appreciate it. I know I am boring but I did built an extrovert personality to blend in with people, often times it seems like a bit too much but people seems to like it so yh. Ik they would get upset to know this part of me, the real me, but you can't live alone on this world can you? You gotta blend in and socialize.
I really love how you can express your opinions and feelings like that. I'm never able to do that. I can't strongly say 'i hate it' to a thing I don't like cuz even though I don't like it, it doesn't deserve to be hated.
I have never hated anything. It feels all confusing. I'm sorry I can come off as annoying af but if you see that personality I made up you wouldn't be able to tell me apart. I know how to have 'fun' with people but the thing is, it's everyone, I can get along with just anyone. It scares me sometimes how I can adapt so much, so much so that it's difficult for me to understand my preference, if I have any.
I would keep in mind on that 'trying out new things' and dw I'm waaaaay to self aware to go overboard lmao.
I really appreciate your efforts and the information you provided. Thank you so much<3
I love this manhwa more than anything. I think I can rant here coz nobody knows me here.
Growing up I was always the mature kid cuz I was always understanding, satisfied over the less, never threw tantrums, never had any favourites. It's my 19th birthday today and it is very true that I never learnt otherwise. I never learnt how to throw tantrums or had favourites. My long distant bsf just asked me so where are you going out today and I was a bit confused. I was like 'aren't you supposed to spend it with your family?' he was like 'yes but you do it everyday. It's your birthday yk? You should do what makes you happy and do something special.' confused I said 'but I'm ok staying home? It's just a normal day.i woke up and had a normal breaky like any other day' he was like 'nooo you are supposed to cut a cake and go out have fun. You live with your parents, that's your normality and you are habituated with that. Do something special.'
Idk I got sad listening to him cuz I never did all that
Dad asked earlier what I want for dinner and I said whatever they want and he said 'its your birthday, you choose.' but I'm ok with anything yk
They never asked me that before so I didn't know you are supposed to say the food that favours you
I don't have any favourites...
'children grow up affected by their guardian's past'
It's so true in both good ways and bad ways