Responses
Literally should’ve wrapped up the story while it was going nicely 2/3 in cause now it’s just ruined, also why the FUCK would the guy that from the first moment opened a vulnerable conversation with mc and pulled truths out of him AND told his own life story and was equally vulnerable etc suddenly be hung up on not being able to say his feelings out loud? Bro had no problem repeating it when he didn’t mean it yet but when he does suddenly he’s spitting poison that would hurt mc for no reason? The fuck
Okay this pissed me off to hell and back, cause the first 2/3 of the story? The most delicious intimate feeling non-stop conversation getting to know each other chill vibe I’ve ever read, like asking and answering question you usually wouldn’t say out loud etc felt so nice comfy and vulnerable, and the top is clearly smitten from the first second
And like the plot is predictable sure, they’re both scared of fully letting go and giving in while also both craving the other to be a sure part of their future,,, except the top went way too fucking far for me to forgive and root for them anymore
Like holy fucking shit, mc has SO much to lose if he takes this for granted and fully gives in without thinking of “what if”-s and yet he takes the risk and says I like you out loud, and all he ever asked for is to be treated kindly, but what does the top do?
This 30 year old grown man child? He has no problem showing his feelings in action literally obsessed and worshipping except when it’s time to say it out loud? Just saying the three words that will put mc’s mind at ease and keep him by his side like he wants the most? Ye he can’t fucking say it, as if calling things what they are out loud is what’s putting his feelings in a vulnerable position, as if not saying it out loud makes it not real? Are you a fucking toddler? And what’s more he deliberately hurts mc for no goddamn reason with his “no you just wouldn’t expect much from me” “ no you mean nothing to me” “nothing will make me hung up on you” bitch all you do is hurt him when it matters the most and you’re gonna blame HIM for not fully giving in and always being in fight or flight mode and thinking of backup plans in case he’s left on the street again? You’re accusing HIM of playing push and pull? HIM?/?Please tell the class why the fuck you expect him to not expect to be thrown out when you tell him he means absolutely nothing to you? And all he asked was to be kind to him and what do you do? Choke him, threaten him, rape him, threaten to break his legs just so he wouldn’t leave and shit?
And bro had the audacity to say shit like “don’t cry it breaks my heart’ after he saw mc’s high school rape video, bitch go to hell