my emotion went roller coaster on your comment. I went oh my your popr thing then mehehe what
Lolol wtf milk came outta meh nose LMAOLOLOLOLOLLKOLOKJIL
Life is a roller coaster ong but we just gone learn from those mistakes to never be like those people or have them around you cause that’s unhealthy. What is healthy is indulging in fictional characters kissing and idk like falling in love or something /// /// and you use that to cope and dream because you know no one will ever love you like that but you can only hope and wait but secretly you’re waiting for nothing cause it don’t exist and you’re gonna spend the rest of your life alone yearning for your perfect one.
Yoo milk lowkey sound hella good rn
You got that right, man. Fiction is fiction. You may connect them to real life experiences but at the end of the day, they're just fictional that people indulge in. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ we gotta keep dreaming before going back to reality
Damn im so sorry u had to go thru that I also hate physical contact and smn even touching me makes me angry.
But as for the scene, I interpreted that scene as him reconnecting with Abel the way he did when he was a child, aka cuddling, close contacts etc since Abel used to do that for him a lot, and him being touch deprived bc Abel is the only one he really wants to feel he was doing allat to soothe his decade long yearning and shit.
Oh absolutely Nico, I agree with you that that’s how it is. I was just influenced based on my past experience, of course that’s not how the scene went. On the contrary I enjoyed watched our stern king finally find his solace Abel once again, as he clung to him like a child that doesn’t wish to ever lose his past warmth like before. We saw a glimpse of the past for both of them.
though that really makes me wonder how the influence of memories and emotions effects a humans ability to infer and understand scenarios in life compared to another with completely different experiences and life beliefs. It’s so fascinating yet tedious to attempt to understand how various minds work and think due to a very hypocritical reason as your own mind influences how you understand another’s. I need to go to fucking sleep
dreaming is fun dreaming is safe =.=
Sword hahah I forgot that this is going to eventually have smut in it TT IM NOT READYYYY
also i sympathize with abel, although i found that scene funny I couldn’t help but feel distant emotions of helplessness and disgust, i know how it feels like when a man unconsensually wraps his body around you and presses his weenie on you while you’re just tryna sleep bro, damn and like not quite trauma dump I had to stay like that because we literally were in the wilderness and were freezing but he kept caressing me and like thrusting his hips (?? We had clothes on) and shit and I just stayed silent and didn’t move I just wanted to sleep but I could literally feel his pecker. fucked up bro ain’t no way. Just straight disrespect on his part could’ve just stayed still. and he keeps doing me wrong disrespecting me, he not my close friend no more >:( . But anyways I’m gonna go read the ln cause apparently that scene was like r18 mehehe.